Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Feeling Funny...no, not humorous..just funny.

I feel on the brink of a panic attack. I need to find my Bible.

Last night I woke up in the night, and could see lightning waaay off in the distance. I started shaking very hard and uncontrollably. I guess it was a reaction to thinking about when the roof came off. Anyways, after about an hour I fell asleep in the middle of it. Today I have been feeling like I am going to have a panic attack. I refuse to though. In Jesus name.

Our house looks terrible on the inside. Think of the worst mess you have seen and double it.
I don't know where to start...so I don't. There is nowhere I can put Tyrel where I can see him and work...without him getting into stuff, and he doesn't want to be in the Ergo all the time anymore. He wants to be down and PLAYING.

I could leave him with MIL, but I am mommy and don't want to leave him somewhere all day while I work...even if it is right next door, he is my responsibility....and so I do nothing.

We went camping with our church family this weekend...I'll post about it later when I feel more like it...maybe.


Tommy said...

First off,your Bible may be in the big truck.Second off start in the kitchen and work back through the house.Do so little by little if you have to.

Becky said...

I think stephen wants me start in the bedroom and work foward.

Julie said...

Play Pen, High Chair, I know you don't want to leave him there all the time but give him some toys in the high chair, and he can play safely for a while.